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the feeling of doing things for certain reasons yet not understood by people.

or even worse, intended meaning becomes another interpreted message.

so overwhelming that u simply dunno how to explain it.

or rather, u dun even feel like explaining it.

i always do things for a reason, thinking and rethinking what are all the factors.

but i'm doubting my rationale more and more.

what do i want, i simply dunno anymore.

sorry, and thanks.

i'm just a fucked up person